as of today...

I'm totally annoyed that I can't find a decent job! How is it that I am so unappealing to employers? Its like I nearly have a college degree but because I am lacking 3 credits its as if I never went to school. Really makes school seem more pointless than ever. And my skill sets...which are well, working with youth, languages, serving at restaurants and limited computer skills...so lets see where that puts Katy. How 'bout nowhere! Unless I work at a foriegn restaurant serving children....haha. Ok, its not that bad. I am not just writing to complain, really I'm just annoyed because I tried to upload some new pictures twice and for some reason its not posting them. Today I just interview at Horizon's Christian Academy for a teacher's assistant job. It looked like it would be really fun. I get to work with 9 kids under the age of 5. Basically, I get to play all day at the different learning stations. And since I'm still a kid at heart I find this exciting...playing with playdough? drawing? puzzles? and reading books all day? sounds like a formula for F-U-N! haha
But for those of you who I do not talk to daily about my life I am really enjoying Florida. I am still taking it all in, the fact that I have palm trees in my front yard, the overwhelming amount of old people, and oh- the white sand beaches only 10 minutes away. And I never saw myself as a beach person but its really growing on me and YES I'm still scared of sharks but slowly getting over that fear. I am loving David more everyday. To see his daily discipline at work I mean the man is crazy! He works now from 7:15 am to 6:30 pm and usually doesn't get home at 7! And he loves it. He's always blabbering on in excitment about all the projects he's working on. And I find myself jealous that he's found his niche (sp?) where I still feel uncertain about my career future. Its mostly jealousy mixed with admiration. He worked hard to be here. I mean, married women, when do you get to a point where you don't feel competitive with your husbands? I am competitive by nature. "Release Katy, Release!" my mom would say. Therefore, I will. I will release it all to God. This time is definately trying my patience and growing my trust in the Lord. Trust always.